Thursday, November 17, 2005
i really hope i can learn keyboard then at least i still have a talent. so i won loose out to my two cousins.i really cant stand when their parents say they lean this and that la.i agree that i am jealous.i really hope i can learn.at least i have a talent to be equal with them.i really feel quite useless at times. no body know that i cried in my room when i was having science and geog exam.i was under stress but none of my family members know.they just scold me that i revise at last minute so its like that.my auntie when she know that one of my cousin wan full marks for my exam she will keep doing assessment,she say that she 对自己的要求 too high.as though i don wan to score full marks like that. i score sixty something for english once,it was one of the highest in class and my auntie say that i ONLY score SIXTY something. she is not me she won know how i feel when i heard this.my mum would either say she got no$$ or say i won hav time to learn keyboard.hat make me feel even more useless.
next time when i grow up,i wan to earn a lot of money and let my children buy and learn watever they wan. so they no need to feel useless like me and they no need to envy ppl whoo have things they don hav. i mean it.