Tuesday, February 07, 2006
LATERi dunno.i waited for s longb time to learn instruments.but i don think it will suceed this time AGAIN. my mum sae i got no time to learn and don make myself stress. but she don understand the fact that my cousins are drivng me utterly mad wif their talents.i am utterly disappointed.feelin that i am utterly useless. really useless.i shall go home early every other dae, spend lesser so i can afford the fees myself.
i knw i make my mum spent a lot on me.tuition already take her $270.plus this drum lesson gonna be bomb. so i shall save $$ myself.
shld i wait till sec 4 then learn or wat?but i really cant tolerate the unintently showoffs by my cousins on their talent anymore.i afraid tat i wld scream at them anytime.