Wednesday, September 13, 2006
i no longer feel sad when i hear tt song..maybe is a improvement?
i will juz smile..
i did everything i promised..
i did the last dance i dedicated for u in my heart..
what i hope now is.
that u can smile because of me..
juz once..
catch my gaze and smile..
but it won cum true..
and i knw it..
i wish tt i can say goodbye to u..
and walk away..
though my heart will break..
but at least i found the courage to say tt sentence...
watching u from afar cause things are realli gonna be memories soon..
i juz wana see and remember everything before i regret when u leave..
cause life would be different..
very very different..
i am like watchin the days pass ..
tearin the pages the calender as one day passes
and the calender is gettin thinner day by day..
tt also means tt the day u leavin are realli comin..
i knew this day will cum..
i tot i can let it go..
before u leave..
but soon after i tried,
i knew..
i was wrong..
the more i try to give u up..
the more u will appear in my mind..
till i gave up..
we are like strangers till today..
u don smile..
i am juz not worthwhile for u to smile..
or maybe what i wan was too much..
i don wana see ur backview..
cause i am tired i am of chasin after u..
i remembered tt there was once..
i can do anything..
juz to see u..
now thinkin tt i was very foolish..
but seeing u can cheer me up..
no matter what happen ealier on.
reaching for a love that seem so far..