Tuesday, November 21, 2006
i regretted for not studying a little harder. or even much much much harder.i hate this kind of feeling. i cant even get into g3 larh. the sch what sae i must remain in s1 and then see till first week of sch then knw whether i can take geog. so dumb larh. then later they tell me can..later they tell me cannot. what the hell?!
i damn regret. why i din score like much higher or even why din i be more hardworking for this year?
i just don wan s1. i don wan lit. no nonono! i am so not takin lit in my o levels. i am gonna flunk!
many ppl wan my combi but cant get in. what is this? cant the sch just open another class and settle everyone's problem? is like forcin us take the combination we don like. yes is what we choose. but they told us to appeal. and they give us this kind of answer? which is like not even appealin? so wonderful. the sch talk like so gd tt we can appeal. and give us this kind of answer. i am so not satisfied by this answer. my aunt ask the clerk and she don knw how to answer and have to wait till miss ang to come back on fri. i no need slp again. i never one night without thinkin my results is it? i swear. next yr. i am so going to mugg. i don care if i turn into a toot.
i tot everything is over.
but it don seem so..
i still need comfort? maybe just one word of concern from u makes a difference.
i am in a no mood now.
u are very happy.
our life is just so different..
stop my tears before u go. don ever turn back cause i would be crying. i don wan to let u see me crying. the day u went away would be the day i become independent. the day i forget. the day i learn.. to get used to life without u..