Monday, January 29, 2007
i don like it. i just don like. byebyebye.screwed up life. screwed up for everything. uurgh. IT DREADS LARH. anw. just knew tt xu wei lun passed away. it so ke xi. i was super upset. as in think larh. she is oni 28 eh. she die like tt?
it came to my mind and cheng yee's tt. life is realli very fragile. i may die anytime. is so true. who knws when will i just run over the car and say byebye to everyone and neva see u all again. but i think i will die in regrets. cause i had yet to knw the answer i had been waiting for yrs.
AIYA I TELL U. 5 test this week and i am slacking like dunno what. uurgh. sian arh. i am so tired. i am gettin flu. gosh. i cant wait to be sick. hahaha weird larh me.
ohoh! i got a new haircut. is okay larh. look neater i suppose?
just wana continue smthing. i was thinking if i wonder i die. who will be upset. is true lorh. like who will be the last person i will see. and who is the one who remembers me if i die already. and who will be willing to send me off the last journey.
oh and i rather die alone. so i won be see anyone upset before i leave.
anw. the urge is getting stronger these few daes. but the problem is tt. i don knw how to ask. realli don knw. i feel confused. i am somehow tired of bluffing ppl tt dont knw. i have to come up with lies which is so not true and fake. where are u? i just wana knw who u are. and don expect anything from me. cause i will not be willing to do anything.