Friday, March 16, 2007
4 left 1 who i can say everythin. 2 getting distant. 2 i tried tellin but don understand. 5 who tried to be concern but i refuse to tell. 2 whom i trust the most is saeing bye. 1 is not close as we used to in old daes. 2 i cant trust anymore. 2 i am not telling them.what i am the most upset now is that. i lost that 2 friends. or i can sae. what i lost is more than 2 friends. the trust. the shoulder i used to cry on. the encouragement they used to give. the comfort and safe feeling when i felt lost within myself. i lost more. i just feel like crying whenever i think of this. i can sae. they matter to me most. a lot a lot.to me, 4 of them are my guardian angels. they are there to protect me. to help me. now i no longer have 4. byebye guardian angels. they are gone. to protect other ppl.
now i dunno how. i left 1. 1 and oni 1. what if i cant find her when i need her? i will break down. no one would be there anymore. i said bye to 3 already.
you yi tian. wo de xin yi ding hui bian cheng tie da de. yin wei wo zhi you yi ge shou hu tian shi. xian zai. wo bu jian qiang ye bu xing le. wo hui de.
眼泪的味道是咸的。我尝到了。。。