Thursday, April 05, 2007
i cried again..sometimes, all i need is just a little concern.
just a little.
i feel hurt. but how do i tell u so?
i feel as though i am being stabbed all over me.
guardian angel, i am tired of acting already.
can i just say that i know everything?
i have to pretend i dunno. is hard.
guardian angel, can u heal my wound?
my heart is bleeding very badly..
what can i do to fulfill everyone's happiness?
why am i born like tt? why am i like tt?
i hate myself. i hate it. i hate i hate.
why do i have this kind of personality? why?
i just need a sentence of are u okay? just a simple one.
then i will knw u still care abt me.
i just feel why cant i receive the same treatment?
how weak i am oni my guardian angel knws. inside me. i am not strong at all. i need a shoulder to cry on , i need someone to comfort me, i also need someone to be concern abt me, to protect me. i acted. abt how strong i am. do u all knw how much i wanted to cry? cry everything. but i held back my tears many times cause i wana be strong. but the feeling just got worst each time.
tears are salty. i knew it long ago.
i can sae. my heart is dead.
i beg u. just a little concern. just a little. cause this time i realli cannot take it anymore...