Thursday, October 18, 2007
is not i am not sad.i just dont want to show it thats all.
to you all, i may seem hack care to my academic.
i am very worried.
i am very sad.
but i see no point in crying in front of so many people.
so please do not jump to conclusion saying that i am not concern.
i see no point in dampening everyone's mood since everyone else is sad?
i can be the one who is happy and cheer everyone.
it makes me sound like someone with no feelings when you say so.
because i had learnt after today, to control my tears very well.
i do not need to let u knw that i cried.
i do not need to let u knw that i am sad.
THERE IS NO POINT.
GET IT NOT?!
the point learn : in this world there is no one else who knws me well other than myself. no use telling how u feel to ppl because it would oni be a burden to someone else.
i don wan to be that burden to anyone.
so i choose to keep everything to myself.
and this is my choice.
don scold me for that.
i dont think i made any mistake and deserve that scolding.
my angel says, i can see a stronger hazel now.. because that hazel who used to cry is no longer crying.