Thursday, December 27, 2007
i always wondered why is life so unfair at times. some ppl can be pretty but yet some ppl so ugly. some ppl can be so skinny whereas others so fat. there isn't someone who is perfect?i dunno what to talk.. i feel weird. is like a piece of jig saw puzzle who cant fit in anywhere. a jig saw puzzle who have no rights. i dunno why am i getting so sensitive these few days... and these few days, many ppl are mentioning the missing piece deep in my heart. i agreed i am immune to all these mentioning. but these few days, i felt jealous and maybe a little hatred. the feelings are awake. they had been slping all these while and they woke up somehow.
ppl may say, life is always so unfair. i agree. humans are nvr contented with what they have now dont they? xiner and carissa gave me advice. and i decided to listen to it. i shld decide later. and if i really decided, i wld break the news to them soon.
migrating is still stuck in my mind. i am not avoiding all this problem. is just that i want a new environment thats all. i have the urge to start everything all anew. it wld be a fresh start.
a jig saw puzzle who had drifted away and lost her way. maybe she can never find her way back anymore. a jig saw puzzle who appeared to be strong but actually i need to be protected.
i am not someone who is 15. because i am too mature to be 15.
mature jig saw puzzle.
sounds funny. hahaha.